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Monday, June 20th, 2005
1:16 am	i think i'm in love with rex pickett's sideways. the cover's a lovely shade of bright green with a simple, classy design and it feels oh so smooth against the palm of your hand making you want to stroke it again and again and again, tracing your fingers over the words. can't start on it just yet, what with JCTs being a mere week away. but after that, bwahaha, it's just me and my book! can't wait. sideways. the ultimate road trip. the last hurrah. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 10th, 2005
7:16 pm	1)Who's at home now? me, mum and dad 2) Did u go out yesterday? yup. hung out with sa people for a while, then watched a movie before heading to the airport to thon. 3) Who did you go out with? jon, mel, my sweetie pie and nick, eevien and mike afterward. 4) What time did u wake up today? didn't sleep last night. 5) Did u go anywhere today? left the airport then went to tampines to watch mr and mrs smith. 6) What did u do there? watch the movie, eat lunch. 7) What did u have for dinner? haven't eaten yet. 8) What do u call your mother? mummy. or auntie. 9) Are u and your mom on good terms? yeah. 10) Are u the only girl/boi in ur family? -- yeah. 11) What perfume/cologne are u using now? dolly girl by anna sui. or ibiza hippie by escada. 12) Who did u last talk to last night? nick. 13) Are u spoilt? extremely. 14) Do u want to get married? yeah. 15) With who? someone that's right for me. 16) Where do u think your friends are now? eevien's with mike, nick is "thinking" in the shower at vhall, cedrick's in kl, peixia's in kuching, olip's in anyer, jaremy and tzewan are in school, audrey's probably doing work at home, the hens are probably out or rotting at home. 17) Do u think your friends need u now? i guess. some more than others. 18) Where do u wish to be? jetting off to some fun destination with those people at the airport last night. (and i still can't believe nick thought we could just fly off like that without our passports) 19) When will u be buying a car? after i learn to drive. 20) What type of car do u wanna buy? it depends. whatever's pretty and cool. 21) If u were a car, what type will u be? volkswagon beetle. 22) Who do u wish to meet now? mojo 23) Do u wanna meet britney spears? nope. 24) Who do u approach when u have a prob? my friends i guess. 25) What do u want for your birthday? happiness. 26) What do u wish for xmas? see above answer. 27) Any piercings on u? yeah 28) Would u like to have a tattoo? maybe. but it hurts like hell and i have a low pain threshold so i don't think that's going to happen anytime unless of course i'm very very drunk. 30) How many kids do u want? none. we all know how responsible i am. i'd probably end up leaving the kid in a shop or something. 31) Any homeworks? nope but JCTs are coming and that's a whole lot worse. 32) Are u listening to any music now? yeah. the scientist by coldplay. 33) Do u believe in miracles? truthfully? no. 34) Do u believe in fate? yes. 35) When did u last cry? 12am on peixia's birthday when she sent us all that email. 36) When did u last smile? a few seconds ago. 37) When did u last receive a gift? a week or so ago. that jack skellington organiser from my sweetie pie (you know who you are) 38) Who has the cutest smile u ever seen? jack skellington. 39) What do u want to tell your crush? nothing? 40) Why are u answering this bulletin? killing time. 41) Do u kiss your parents good night? sometimes. 42) Your hair colour? brown. 43) Hairstyle? shoulder length, layered, jennifer aniston-ish fringe 44) Are u being loved by someone? by my family and friends i hope. 45) Any wishes? get JCTs over and done with so we all can go party! (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
12:46 pm	1. whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet? mine. i'm such a narcissist. 2. what time do you go to bed? now that it's the hols, i'm averaging about 2.30am? or when my head starts to hit the table. 3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey? blogged on the LC blog. 4. who's the one you always meet the most? no one in particular. loads of people actually. 5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help? the hens i guess. or mojo. 6. what's on your mind right now? sakae sushi with mel and jon later! (= 7. who's number on your speed dials? hmm i don't use speed dial. 8.with whom do you wanna be to have fun? anyone nice. those people that are really good at talking cock would make nice companions. 9. what movie do u wanna watch now? madagascar and mr & mrs smith. (watching them later with nick and eevien!) 10. when was the last time you went out? i just got home from school. heading out soon. 11. what do you hate the most for now? JCT. JCT. JCT. hands down. 12. when was the first time you slept alone? since i was like, three? 13. what do you wanna do for now? meet the saints and then go out to thon! fun! 14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home? go to school? (bummer eh? it's supposed to be the holidays) try valiantly to mug, come online, text people, go shopping. 15. what could piss you off? selfish people. not being able to afford the stuff that i want. 16. fave pet? maltese! 17. colors that make you happy? pink, red and lime green. 18. most fave thing in your room? my closet and it's contents. 19. what was the last thing you bought for your room? a new desk chair? 20. any instruments in your room? define instrument. for example an instrument of torture would be my notes, etc. 21. do you cook? yes. but not well. 22. miss someone? yes. peixia, olip, mojo, the SA people. basically those people i haven't seen in ages. 23. plan to buy something? nike sports bra, wilson n-3 racquet (hopefully), more clothes? 24. are you satisfied with your life now? pretty much 25.do you like seafood? is the world round? i could practically sustain myself on sambal stingray. 26. breakfast or dinner? dinner. 27. what do you usually eat for breakfast? nothing. my stomach usually doesn't wake up until noon or so. 28. did you eat breakfast today? half a piece of rotiboy before rushing off to school. 29. do you recycle? erm, no? 30. do you have a laptop? nope. i can't type properly with the keys. 31. what's your favorite fast food? mos burger i guess. 32. cats or dogs? dogs. though i know jaremy begs to differ. 33. salty or sweet? both. 34. city or country? city. 35. what's your favorite kind of jeans? faded, low slung, stretch fit, bottom flare are all prerequisites. 36. Is kissing normal for your age? i guess. 37. are you athletic? heck no. but i like sports 38. do you swear? yeah. 39. would you ditch your friends for a date? no. i despise people who do that. 40. do you have your own cell phone? well, duh? 41. what do you wear to bed? shirt and shorts 42. ever had a crush on a teacher? no. i've higher standards. 43. coke or pepsi? coke 44. sugar or spice? both 45. can you use chopsticks? yup. after painstaking effort on mojo's part i finally learnt how to hold them the right way. 46. do you like to read for pleasure? yeah i guess. 47. do you care about getting good grades? sadly, yes. 48. have you ever fallen asleep in class? that usually happens on a daily basis. 49. get a job or ask your parents for money? HAHA. my sole experience with work ended with me spending all my pay before i even got home. 50. is your dad strict? not really 51. do your parents give you enough privacy? not really 52. do your parents trust you? yeah. though they shouldn't 53. would you trade places (in life) with your best friends? nope. 54. does your best friend get on your nerves? sometimes. 55. do you make friends quickly? yeah i guess so. 56. do you get jealous of your friends? depends on the circumstance. but it doesn't happen a lot 57. do you tell your mom everything? nope 58. what do you and your parents fight about? loads of stuff. my bills, my expenses, etc (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
11:25 pm	Message: First, name 20 people you know. 1. audrey 2. tzewan 3. cassandra 4. wanting 5. peixia 6. jasmine 7. nick 8. ozy 9. chuan cheng 10. agatha 11. jon tham 12. prissie 13. joy 14. biwen 15. johan 16. mojo 17. olip 18. eevien 19. cedrick 20. ck Then, fill this out according to the people you chose!! -------------------------------------------------------------- ----------- Is 9 a boy or a girl? his birth cert says MALE but that is to be disputed. Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple? erm, perhaps. but jon's taken so... How about 18 and 4?: now that's just WRONG. When was the last time you talked to 12? half an hour ago? What is 6's favorite band? does jasmine even have a favourite band? Does 1 have any siblings? yeah. an older brother. Would you ever date 3? cass, wanna go on a date sometime? Would you ever date 7? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Is 16 single? yeah What's 15's last name?: is it lim johan or johan lim? (whichever you prefer) What's 5's middle name? phae What's 10's hobby?: telling everyone that "life goes on" Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: erm, i seriously don't think so. Tell me a random fact about 11 he makes fun of horny peverts online. And 1 she wants me to write a tv series about being lost. Have you ever had a crush on 8? LOL hell no. Where does 9 live?: behind katong shopping centre. What's 5's favorite color? green Are 5 & 6 best friends?: not really. Does 7 like 20? they both gay so it could happen. Does 8 like 19?: zhiyong do you even KNOW ced? How did you meet 15?: in my class in SA. and he's the papa pig of our family. Does 10 have any pets?: nope i don't think so. Is 12 older than you? nope same age. Is 1 the sexiest person to cause her extreme embarassment, YES YES YES! Have you ever given 13 a hug? yup (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
7:17 pm	1.Name 5 Bad Habits You Have: = procrastinating = lack of self restraint = lazy bum = perpetually late = not knowing what's good for me 2.Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: - someone to finance my shopping sprees - a new phone - my friends with me, like, right now - more time before JCTs 3.Name Four Scents You Love: - escada's ibiza hippie - anna sui's dolly girl - rain - melted chocolate 4.Name Four People That Know You the Best: i don't think i'd be a good judge for this section, right? 5.Name Four Things You'd Never Wear: = fur = lizard skin shoes (major eew factor) = jap-wannabe clothes = anything in the highlighter colours 6.Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now: = my new jacket (= = how my mum will flip about my new jacket )= = june common test!! = this month's phone bill 7.Name Four Things That You Have Done Today: = gone shopping = ate sushi = sent emails to friends = saved Rio (my ipod) from potential death 8. Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought: = my new white puma jacket! (= = white shirt from topshop = white sleeveless sisley top (what is it with me and white?!) = cookies for alex 9. Name Five Bands/Groups Most you Like: = dashboard confessional = yellowcard = evanescence = maroon 5 = five for fighting 10. Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: = water = milo (thanks to olip and eevien) = green tea = milk tea = coffee 11.First Grade Teacher Name? = mrs tan 12.Last Words You Said: = huh? (reading nonsensical text from zhiyong) 13.Last Song You Sang? = as lovers go by dashboard 14.Last Person You Hugged? = tan phae sia! 15.Last Thing You Laughed At? = zhiyong's nonsensical text 16.Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? = yesterday? 17.Last Time You Cried? = quite a while ago i think. i've been quite happy recently. 18.What's In Your mp3 Player? = dashboard, yellowcard, BoA, natalie imbruglia, rooster, howie day, you get the general idea. 19.What Color Socks Are You Wearing? = i'm barefoot? 20.What's Under Your Bed? = dust bunnies! (lol i love that term) 21.What Time Did You Wake Up Today? = 10 22.Current Passion? = reading obsessively 23.Current Hair? = shoulder length, layered, brown 24.Current Clothes? = saints shirt and dunman high pe shorts 25.Current Annoyance? = bloody JCTs 26.Current Longing? = X= 27.Current Desktop Picture? = azul. nice sandy beaches, clear blue water and coconut trees! heaven. 28.Current Worry? = that mum will kill me when she sees the jacket. 29.Current Hate? = JCT and especially econs. 30.Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? = the eyes. 31.Last CD You Bought? = i have no idea. it was really long ago man. 32.Favorite Place To Be? = anywhere with nice company. 33.Least Favorite Place? = school? or more specifically in the LTs or classrooms 34.If You Could Play An Instrument?: = piano 35.Favorite Color(s)? = white, black, pink and lime green 36.Do You Believe In An Afterlife? = nope. but it would be nice if we could go to heaven and find five people waiting for us just like mitch albom said. 37.How Tall Are You? = 164 give or take 38.Current Favorite Word/Saying? = "whee!" (don't ask why) 39.Favorite Book? = loads. currently it's the five people you meet in heaven. 40.Favorite Season? = summer. 41.One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: = X= 42.Favorite Day? = any day where R&R is involved. 43.Where Would You Like To Go? = prague? disneyland would be fun too. 44.What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? = some highflying thing that's fulfilling man. 45.Type A Line You Remember From Any Book: "the product of the gradients of 2 perpendicular lines is always -1." (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
11:39 pm	SAINTS HOCKEY i am so, so, SO proud of you! we beat AC, we beat AC, WE FRIGGIN' KICKED ASS! screamed my head off in joy when i received the news. WE ROCK, WE ROCK, WE SO DAMN ROCK! glory glory SAJC! UP AND ON! (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
6:47 pm	to quote avril who so aptly put it, "this guilt trip that you put me on won't mess me up, i've done no wrong." so go take your pathetic form of emotional blackmail and shove it somewhere else. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
7:35 pm	1.Name 2 schools you went to. SAJC! TJ 2.Name 2 favorite vacations of all time. US and Aussie 3.Name 2 favorite fastfoods. mos and mac 4.Name 2 things in your pocket. my so-called bimbotic hairclip and cash 5.Name 2 favorite Hangouts. the stack of mattresses at SA's gallery and my bed. 6.Name 2 favorite songs right now they're as lovers go by dashboard confessional and shiver by natalie imbruglia 8.Name 2 favorite brand of shoes nike, adidas 9.Name 2 favorite sports. tennis! vball! 10.Name 2 things you would like to do right now? wave a magic wand and wish all my tutorials away. oh and while we're at that, take away my stupid math tutor too. 11.Name 2 most valuable material possession? ipod and my darling tennis racquet! 12.Name 2 things you are addicted to: tictacs and anna sui's dolly girl. 13.Name 2 expenses in school. justea! and chocolate from the bookshop 14.Name 2 career choices. does being a tai tai count? 16.Name 2 goals in 2005. get promoted get my PI approved. (lol) 17.Name 2 plans for next week. go shopping with arlene pon school on friday and go play with biwen! 18.Name 2 favorite alcoholic drinks. gin with orange mc fizz and lemon vodka and sprite 19.Name 2 childhood superheroes. erm, i can't remember 20.Name 2 friends that you miss most peixia, cass 21.Name 2 favorite movies. cruel intentions, the royal tenenbaums 22.Name 2 favorite colors. pink and black (the colour of olip's and my roxy wallet!) 23.Name 2 favorite books. the lovely bones, five people you meet in heaven 24.Name 2 favorite local bands. electrico and pug jelly 25.Name 2 favorite foreign bands. dashboard confessional and yellowcard 26.Name 2 favorite food. sambal stingray, chocolate 27.Name 2 favorite names sebastian and kathryn 28.Name 2 favorite questions. what? and huh? 29. Name 2 favourite body parts of the opposite sex. eyes and hair 30.Name 2 things you like about yourself? huh (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
11:06 pm	i'm sorry if i made you cry i'm sorry if tears drop from your eyes. but just remember, for every tear that drops from your eye two drop from mine. it hurts to breathe because i know that with every breath i take, that i can't live without you. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
10:55 pm	"just before you walk away, just before you never turn back, remember the people that you've left behind." (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 21st, 2005
10:30 pm	he's right you know. i think it's time that you wake up and smell the coffee. (Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:11 pm	i want to tell you that i'm so sorry. but i know that i'm too late. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
11:10 pm	biwen: (flicks lemon seed onto grass) grow lemon tree! grow! johan: (picks up bottle) what d'you think will happen if we water it with gin? me: they'd grow all curvy. like bonsai. mmm.. lemon bonsai trees. now that's a thought. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
1:51 pm	i am but a toy; a temporary amusement. whenever you feel so inclined, you'll take me out of my little box to play with. but i can never hold your attention for long. you get bored of things easily -- you said so yourself. after your interest has waned, you promptly deposit me back into the box, replace the lid and tie it up with that big satin bow. the funny thing is that i actually let you. as i slump against the satin-lined interior of my box, i think of you. the way you laugh when i've said something to amuse you, the way your eyes crinkle as you appraise me. and the next time i hear the rustle of the ribbon being undone, my heart jumps. i feel happy, because you've not forgotten about me. i wait for you to lift the lid, for your hand to reach in for me. and i do all this, because you make me smile. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
10:46 pm	[s.a.] you are my only one. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
9:40 am	you wonder if i hate you. i almost couldn't believe my ears when i heard that. tell me, do you lie awake at night and wonder if i still hold a grudge? does it eat you up inside to think that i might deliver payback some day? well good news sweetie, i don't do hate anymore. it's been so long ago, can't you just let it go? why dredge it up time and again to torture yourself? it's pointless and we both know it. i've moved on. i love SA, i have new friends, i'm happy. happier than i've been for a long time. i suppose you've similar circumstances too. and that's good. so just let it pass. please. for the sake of your mental health and probably mine as well. just let it go. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
9:59 pm	it's over. but for what it's worth, it was worth the while. Current Mood: sad (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
9:01 pm	i love mel, joy, pris, sharon, xinyi, ee nian, jon, johan and clement. the pig family of 05A31. you guys are what i go to school for. (: (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
9:20 pm	happy valentine's day! sometimes we just can't help but be seduced by cheap sentiment. heh. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
12:33 am	stole this from someone's blog. have no idea what the song sounds like but i think the lyrics are beautiful. (= ___almost here. Brian: Did I hear you right? 'Cos i thought you said, Lets think it over. You have been my life, And I never planned, Growing old without you. Shadows bleeding through the light, Where the love once shined so bright, Came without a reason. Don't let go on us tonight, Love's not always black and white, Why haven't I always loved you? Delta: And when I need you You're almost here And I know thats, Not enough. And when I'm with you, I'm close to tears, 'Cos you're only almost here. Brian: I would change the world, If I had a chance, Oh won't you let me. Treat me like a child, Throw your arms around me, Oh please protect me. Both: Bruised and battered by your words, Dazed and shattered now it hurts. Brian: Oh havent I always loved you? Delta: And when I need you You're almost here And I know thats, Not enough. And when I'm with you, I'm close to tears, 'Cos you're only almost here. Both: Bruised and battered by your words, Dazed and shattered now it hurts Brian: Haven't I always loved you? Delta: But when i need you, You're almost here Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I left you Delta: And when I hold you, You're almost here Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted Both: And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears Brian: 'Cos I know I'm almost here. Both: Only almost here (4 Comments |Comment on this)